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 Go.
He is calling.
Go.
The mind churns
The body hesitates
But my soul YEARNS to answer.
Go, my child, for I have great plans for you.

I am here.  I am where you’ve called me.

Him.
I am.
He is love.

Why is it so difficult to remember significance?
Significant life moments
The reasons why I am where here at this point in time
My foundation
The step before the next.  These must be grounded in our souls and gently resurfaced as we go forward.

He declares,
Do not worry, my child, for you are wise, you are pure, you are clean, you are ENCOURAGING, you are MY BEAUTIFUL CHILD.  You are gifted with the ability to love with my Love, so you may rise above the worldly jousts of bitterness, judgement, jealousy, anger, negativity…

No more.

I have been removed from familiarity
The place I call home
Close proximity to the known.

But there is beauty in the making – I know there is.  Touch, encouraging words, friendship – they will come in due time, in new dimensions.  I must see with my heart, to see how God will provide me with what I need in new ways.  Quality – He will provide, maybe not in vast amounts, but what He does provide will multiply because His love is abounding.

When one hug equals a multitude of hugs.
When one encouraging word seems like millions.

The joy I have been anticipating while being in Spain is becoming real.

Let it be so!
1 John 2:15-17

Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For everything in the world—the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does—comes not from the Father but from the world. The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever.

To sum up my thoughts, I am on a journey of discovering new aspects of myself I never knew existed.  It’s as if I’ve been prepared for an adventure ahead throughout the past few years, and now God has put me here so he could reveal them to me.  Purpose.  I must remember that simply being here is not the end; rather, I am here and so is God.  I cannot propel myself, nor can I make the most of this experience without His guidance.  I am tempted to stray, to be consumed by empty and busy thoughts, but I am alway lead back to Him.  It’s a battle of the mind, especially as I am here without people who know me deeply, but I believe He is leading me to understand Him in a new dimension…

I am understanding the significance of silence, of prayer, of solitude, and of servitude and charity.  I am learning constantly how important it is to be confident in God’s provisions before acting on my own impulses.  And at the same time, I am learning the need to branch out, to take risks, and to come to God when I am weary, confused, and tired.  I can no longer be dormant.  I want to learn of His glory and be used, to not live up to expectations but rather expect God to move.
He will always listen.
Deep peace to you, and I hope all is well.